This one man…

This is simply just me being weirdly happy after a very long period of sadness, i met someone.

Sometimes after my heartbreak last year i never thought i’d be able to find anyone again, or even be okay again. But i did. I haven’t cried in such a long time, and for the first time in a year i know i’d be okay, and i’m in a long ride. Perhaps this sounds so cheesy because its only been like, a week, kinda, but i truly am happy.

I know i shouldve continue my thesis but i couldnt help to tell you.

He wasnt so special when i first met him, in fact, ive known him for a really long time yet i have no idea that he’ll be one of the main character in my story. We’ve been talking closely for about a year, and he finally confessed early this year. It was a very long journey, and rocky, and confusing, and somehow tiring because i kept thinking maybe he wasn’t the right person, maybe it was just a friendly gesture all along, maybe i was just thinking wrong, maybe i took his words seriously. And i was wrong.

I manifested for him, yet i wasnt aware that he did the same. Long before i even talked to him.

For all i know, he’s one of the man that i very much appreciate. He’s tender. And i forgot how it feels to have someone, to know that i am capable of loving. Safely to say i love him with all of the pieces that left within me. Like i am surprised to know that i still have this much love to give. I am happy, i very much am.